By MATTHEW HOLT

Strap in for the tale of why your hero is spending most of his life down YouTube rabbit holes of cardiology videos while blundering his way around many many medical centers and exposing many problems with American health care even before he gets close to the operating table. Yes it’s Matthew Holt’s pre-surgical complications – the complications that have arisen before he even gets his failing aortic valve fixed. And yes this is the last for now of a multi-parter! Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4 Part 5

By now I have met with expert physicians and their teams at 5 major medical centers (UCSF, Stanford, Cleveland Clinic, Cedars Sinai & West Virginia University). I have spent hours talking to the AI gods at Claude, ChatGPT and Inciteful Med, annoyed the hell out of all the cardiologists and other doctors I know, and basically got enough contradictory advice that it’s all up to me.

The main decision comes down to whether I should get a TAVR or the RAVR. And because I approached Cedars about the BELIEVERS clinical trial rather than going direct to Dr Makkar, they put me into that process. The trial randomizes patients into either TAVR or RAVR, likely performed by Dr. Dominic Emerson who is the Director of Robotic Cardiac Surgery, Smidt Heart Institute, and one of the surgeons mentioned by Dr Badhwar. (I had a quick chat with him after he called me while I was on a ski boat in Lake Tahoe, although due to the shoulder pain I had not gone wakeboarding!)

The study documentation stressed – and this was backed up unprompted by one of the study coordinators – that I could back out at any time. So if I were randomized into the RAVR cohort, I still had the choice to pull out and ask Dr Makkar to do a TAVR on me anyway, or of course go to West Virginia and get surgery there.

And of course there is still the question of how risky a TAVR on my valve will be. I did take Dr Yeung’s advice seriously, and a study that Dr Makkar oversaw back in 2020 did show that (for patients considerably older than me) the risk of all cause mortality at 2 years in bicuspid valve TAVR patients was higher with bad calcification (like me). On the other hand, Dr Makkar told me that his unpublished data between TAVR and SAVR at 5 years showed no difference. He also directly told me that I was a good candidate for a TAVR and he has done more bicuspid TAVRs than anyone else. He’s also working on techniques that break up the calcification on the “join” before the TAVR, although it’s unclear if he’ll do that in the BELIEVERS trial and to me

I originally wanted a TAVR because it was a much easier recovery than surgery. I also have two more major surgeries to go through within the next few months, and it would be a big stress on me and my family to make that three. Plus, I both would be happy to contribute to a medical study and am pretty confident that in a decade or so, cardiology will have advanced a lot more and I probably wouldn’t need open heart surgery even if the TAVR valve fails sooner than the 10-15 years I am hoping to get out of it.

So I crossed my fingers and hoped that the computer would randomize me into the TAVR group at Cedars and obviate the need for any uncomfortable decisions about pulling out of the trial. And it did. I’ll be getting it done in early September.

This isn’t exactly Lebron James making The Decision, although that show lasted only 75 minutes and also went on way too long!

Some concluding thoughts

I would obviously rather have not had to write this little memoir. But given I went through it, there are several conclusions smacking me in the face.